Saturday, October 30, 2010

ILL

They dont know that I can hear them
Their soft moans drivin me mad
I keep dying on the inside, it hurts so bad
He's all I ever known and loved
But she's taken my life and become me


We married on a Saturday, like all happy couples do
He promised me forever, he'd never love another
And for a long time our smiles from the pictures
were what we had together



But then I became ill


They dont know that I can hear them
Their soft moans drivin me mad
I keep dying on the inside, it hurts so bad
He's all I ever known and loved
But she's taken my life and become me


Don't you worry baby, I'll take care of you
In sickness and health, Im still lovin you.
So she entered our life, to care for this sick wife
But what's a young man to do, when someone more alive comes along?


I was so ill


They dont know that I can hear them
Their soft moans drivin me mad
I keep dying on the inside, it hurts so bad
He's all I ever known and loved
But she's taken my life and become me


They never knew I worked to get stronger
Struggled everyday to somewhat conquer
This disease in my bones, for just a bit longer
Im makin my way slowly, to where the sounds are


They dont know that I can hear them
Their soft moans drivin me mad
I keep dying on the inside, it hurts so bad
He's all I ever known and loved
But she's taken my life and become me


Now they dont know that Im watchin
Draggin the axe that weighs heavy
Gonna stop their soft moans that make me mad
Liftin the blade in slow motion, yea they're gonna hurt real bad


He is all I've ever known and loved
Its too bad forever, had to become never.
Their flesh opens easily as I chop feverishly
Blood splatters our photos, smearing the smiles
that once belonged to us.


She will never be me, cause Im the one who's free.
I hold her heart in my hand, devour it bit by bit
Laughing with a bit of insanity, till I feel dizzy
Cause Im still sick you see, only healed slightly.


Yea I'm ill
This wife of his
Yea I'm ill
But he made me mad


Mad
MAD!
FUCKING MAD!

"ILL" Written by ©®™ Atusha Avarus

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